Trust

Trusting in God is tough....that is what I have been slowly realizing over the last few weeks.
A few weeks ago a friend called me and asked if I was serious about moving to Calgary(I had mentioned it before). So I was praying about it, while I was applying for jobs in Calgary, and that God would show me a sign that I should go. Well the next morning one of the places I applied to called me, and wanted me to come for an interview.
So I went to Calgary this week, and did the 3 interviews that I had lined up. They went ok for the most part, and I got 1 of the jobs for sure, but I had to turn it down because it started on monday, I needed a car, and it was only temporary. The one that I really wanted(the place that had called) I found out I didnt get tonight after I got back, so I was pretty bummed about that. I really felt like God wanted me in that position, but I guess not.
On the plus side though, on my way to an interview for a photography gig, I stopped in at a design studio next door and dropped my resume off, and they called me later that day! So I have a phone interview with them on Monday morning. Also the owner of the place I got rejected at told me of a commercial photographer who is looking for a assistant, so maybe that will work out. I also talked to the owner of a hair-styling school, and they are looking for a photographer for the fall to shoot their models...so maybe I could do that also! I guess God does want me there, just on his terms, not mine!